Hello retards. Naww, I love you all. Haha.
I realised something..
I don't know how long I have been thinking about this..
But today, I suddenly had this "I told you so" feeling etc.
And somethings are just like what it was when people don't know me.

Sorry for being so random .
I have so much on my mind, it's just a jumble of mixed up words and emotion.
And I don't really know how to express it nor write it down here.

Let's just say,
Sometimes, you think that god hasn't been fair enough, to you.
Or how your friends or family isn't cherishing you..
Or, sometimes you think to yourself "Oh, I deserve better then THAT"

And then, you were thrown into a completely new surrounding, new faces, new friends, teachers etc.
You realised that, the people whom you thought aren't good enough for you,
who doesn't appreciate you, had all been treating you like a jewel.

You realised that they had loved you so much more then they ever know,
forgives you for everything little shit you had done.
And still loves you even when they know CLEARLY all your flaws.
And you started to realise that, you haven't been cherishing all the gems god had sent to you.

That's life isn't it? You only cherish after you've lost it.