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I'm a girl who still hasn't figured out what she wants to do with her life.

My birthday falls on the 18th Of April every single year since 1993. You do the maths.

✓ Lose weight
✓ Start sleeping early
✓ Finish my studies well
✓ Get a rich boyfriend
✓ Figure out what I want to do with my life


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1989
Tuesday, October 28, 2014,

If you are a fan of Taylor Swift then you would have guessed what my title would have meant.


Our beloved Taylor Swift have released a new album and she has once again, amazed us all.
When she released he first single Shake it off, I was already anticipating for this album's release.

Unlike many fans, I am not die-hard country music swiftie. What made me fell in love with her. Is her ability to write songs, that tug at my heart strings. Other times, her songs bring me through a state of dark periods, and sometimes, her songs pull me through the night when all I wanted to do was cry. Her songs taught me that im not a princess, and this isnt a fairytale, I'm gona find someone, someday, who might actually treat me well. Her songs taught me, that in your life, you'll do things greater then dating the boy on the football team. She taught me that when he didn't say no, I shouldn't be asking myself why. She also lets me understand that some pictures are meant to be burnt, love stories do exist, our song is the slamming of screen doors, sneaking out late tapping on his window. and some day, we'll rock our babies on that very front porch.

People say that she only wrote songs about her ex lovers, about her failed relationships. But don't you feel the most when a relationship doesnt work out? She writes about her feelings. It can be a bad emotion towards that person, it can be a happy, and great emotion she felt for that person. 

It's a feeling. There is no right or wrong, and as a fan of hers, I relate to those feelings.

And this time, she never fails to surprise me yet again with her newest album "1989" .

I only listened to all the songs ONCE. (with the exception of "Shake it off" and "Out of the woods") so my fav songs from this album might change.

Here are my fav picks. 

1. Blank Space
"But you'll come back each time you leave, Cause darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream"

2. How you get the girl
I want you for worse or better, I would wait forever and ever. Broke your heart, I'll put it back together . I would wait forever and ever"

3. Shake it off
"Haters gonna hate hate hate hate hate" 

4. This Love
"This love left a permanent mark. This love is glowing in the dark. These hands had to let it go free, And this love came back to me"

5.  All You Had To Do Was Stay 
"Hey, all you had to do was stay. Had me in the palm of your hand. Then, why'd you had to go and lock me out when I let you in?"

6. Bad Blood
"Did you think we’d be fine, still got scars on my back from your knife. So don’t think its in the past, these kinda wounds they last and they last "



LABOUM ~
Friday, October 17, 2014,
I am finally back after so long !

As I have said, I used to be really crazy about blogging. But when I read my older blog posts I cringe at all the rants and stupid shit I wrote when I was so much younger.

I started blogging when i was only 14. And now I am 21. It seems like it was just yesterday when I was playing truant in school. Hiding in toilets, snacking on those finger foods from the canteen.  How time flies ! I am already 21, partially paying my own bills, working to pay for my own food. Taking up night classes like I always seen my cousins do. No time for friends. No time for literally anything. hahaha.

Speaking of which, I have already been with this bunch of friends for 9 years! Yes, I'm talking about my secondary school mates.  We don't meet up as often as we used to. That was expected because people do grow apart. However, we still meet up from time to time to bond and get to know whats up in each other's lives and also most importantly for birthday events.  Especially when all of us are reaching 21 this year. A huge milestone in our short life. Me , being the first out of us all to reach adulthood. I have been working in a tour agency for four months now? I think. More or less. My colleagues are great people and the environment is great. However I still hadn't kicked off my habit of making a careless mistake. Like, almost everything i do there must be something I did wrong. Like, when a hotel doesn't provide breakfast, but I type it in inclusive this could be BIG trouble. Then when the next quotation comes, I'd remember that there isn't breakfast for this hotel, but then I'd probably do something stupid again, like, not adding the rates for the USS tickets. I try to be as careful as I can. But I don't know. Is making careless mistakes a habit? Hahahaha Can I hopefully, do my work fast enough with no mistakes at all? I hope when I work in here long enough, I get to master it well.  And not only with this market but maybe if I work long enough, the outbound market, and other Inbound markets would be cool too. But that would be a really loooong way to go. I just want to be good at my current job now - Philippines market.

I am so bad at this self-discipline thing that even after my tonsillectomy operation, I still eat really extremely hot and spicy stuffs, I got like, the wound opened after TWO WEEKS like,  how long does a wound inside heal though ? Anyway, i took another like 2weeks off because of it. And the painful treatment it came. Now i am more careful when I blow my nose, or dig my nose. Also I feel like the insides of my nose became more... sensitive? Like, before I can just dig my nose without a care in the world, But now i can actually feel the booger in the nose, and when i pull out the booger, some blood clot might be at the end of it. Super cool but scary at the same time.

Tomorrow I'm going to have some K-sessions with my colleagues. Although only the four of us, but I'm sure we'll have a great time together ! ^^  
Tonsillicities
Wednesday, October 1, 2014,
So after my operation about a month back, many things have happened tbh.

I just finished my korean class beginner's lesson term 1. But I don't think I'm even good at it, even though I passed my exam quite well. -I think - the exam was easy. I could read what was asked and answer what was expected of me. But if you ask me now to talk to you in korean I don't think I can even fking do it. Rofls.  ~

Well. I am picking up in work. - I guess - At least I wasn't as clueless as I once was. I mean, if I am still as clueless as I was then I would not have been confirmed, right? hahhaa. Anyway, my direct superior who is doing the same market as me -Philippines - will be going off on a holiday soon. And I will have to face the entire market myself! It will be a very stressful week for me, while she is gone. But she deserves a rest now. Especially how I have been absent most of the time, because of my surgery. .-. So I think it is fine. I should be fine. People in my office are nice and will help me when they are not busy. I'm sure even if they didnt like me, they would still help because they wouldn't want my superior to come back and face tons of bullshit caused/ created by me. I;m keeping my fingers crossed at no mistakes and no crazy shit ass quotation . But if there is a complicated quotation I think I'll be fine if I take my time, but the most important thing is to NOT MAKE A MISTAKE. COZ LESLEY I TOLD U HAVE TO BE BOOK+BUY. rofls. Ok I cant believe im still on about that mistake.  LOL .

Also , Jessica left SNSD !!!!! *sobs a hundred million tears* Fuck Sm . Seriously. And Mariah Carey is in Singapore and I can't go see her because no cash + dad wouldn't lend me any. ):

Daphnne is a shitty ass sad girl. And I want to go karaoke soon !!!! Please Please I need to vent out my frustrations in noraebang !! haha. ~
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