Tears,
Thats like, the only thing ever known to me.
And It's all coming back.
Life , goes on.
Don't you just hate it?
People come people go ,
some people hurt you before leaving, some you chose to let go. some just got lost along the way.
But don't it just bothers you ?
the whole process.
And sometimes I wonder ,
why the hell do we need friends for?
For a start, no one is indispensable. No one is irreplaceable.
So why am I still so affected ?
Ironic.
I always consider myself as a very "real" person.
The plus side is, I write all my emotions on my face.
If I like/hate you, or if you had done anything I didn't like, it is all written on my face.
And the down side is, I have offended many people with being so straightforward.
But I don't regret saying things I should have said thou...
I mean, would you rather me pretend to like you when I don't ??
Yala, this post is about my classmate, namely, Ng Shi Yun.
I don't expect anyone to believe me, or whatever when I said I did not badmouth anyone.
I only answer to my conscience and nobody else's.
So , if you think I'm just talking shit, you can get the shit out of my blog too.
But what I don't like about Ng Shi Yun is that,
Even if I did badmouth someone, and you as my friend don't have to backstab me .
And even if you did back-stabbed me, at least grow some balls and jolly well admit it.
And when no one's around, apologized to me.??
I mean, do I look like that kind of retarded brainless person who would blindly accept whatever shit you give me?
Now, I'm insulted.
I did not forgive you because I want you to be guilty for the rest of your life . (yes, I am that evil.)
and I didn't want to think about what you had done to me because we're going to be classmates for 2 years.
But it doesn't give you the opportunity to think that I'm going to be your little lap dog anymore.
Like, talking to me in a child-like manner.
It. Really. Disgusts. Me. A LOT.
Touching my arm, or my hands or accidentally brushing against me.
CAN YOU PLEASE.
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO CONTROL MY TEMPER.
I don't know how maximum is my maximum.
And I don't want to risk my future because of you.
I repeat, I am NOT a forgiving person. and I DO NOT believe in 2nd chances for anyone.
LOL! HAHAHA.
When Someone Touches My Phone....
At first Im like
Then I remember something inappropriate in it
And i'm like
HAHAHA!
Loves, Daphnne
Insanity.
Sometimes, that's precisely why I distance myself from people.
When everything you say or did, was labelled as "insane" or "crazy" .
Because I don't see a need to change whichever part of myself.
And a thought to change everything you have or had ever did in your life can be a really scary thought.
Where even a hint of everything you know so well, something like the bits and parcel of your everyday life , might be wrong .
How can it ?
It's like someone coming to you after your 18 years of life telling you that pooping is a bad thing to do (just an example)
It's just natural.
And I never did wanted anyone's understanding. (That's why i chose to distance myself)
but it just doesn't seem right to force my thinking onto someone.
And vice versa.
Just leave me alone.
When everything you say or did, was labelled as "insane" or "crazy" .
Because I don't see a need to change whichever part of myself.
And a thought to change everything you have or had ever did in your life can be a really scary thought.
Where even a hint of everything you know so well, something like the bits and parcel of your everyday life , might be wrong .
How can it ?
It's like someone coming to you after your 18 years of life telling you that pooping is a bad thing to do (just an example)
It's just natural.
And I never did wanted anyone's understanding. (That's why i chose to distance myself)
but it just doesn't seem right to force my thinking onto someone.
And vice versa.
Just leave me alone.
Books.
Have I mentioned how much I love reading??
I love romance the most. (Especially settings in late England around the 1600s - 1800s. )
But as long as I have a good book in hand , I can read it for hours.
Parents once joked about how clever I would be if I devoted myself to schoolwork as much as the effort spent on [story/comic]books.
(MEHHHH. Schoolwork is boring.)
Lately, I have been reading a book named "Zombies Vs Unicorns".
The book consist of many short stories about Zombies and Unicorns.
Separating the Authors into two teams by, Team Unicorns and Team Zombies
So basically, Team Unicorns have Authors that some of you readers might know,
Holly Black
best known for writing "The Spiderwick Chronicles,"
Meg Cabot
Yes, she is who you think she is.. the Author of "The Princess Diaries"
Margo Lanagan
check out her books like, "Temper, Temper. " And "Cover Girl"
Diana Peterfreund
for "Secret Society Girl" , And "Under The Rose"
And even authors I haven't heard of, like, Garth Nix, Naomi Novik, Kathleen Drey.
And , for Team Zombies,
Justine Larbalestier
Best known to me for her book named "Magic Or Madness"
Maureen Johnson
for "The Last Little Blue Envelope"
And a bunch of them, Libba Bray, Alaya Johnson, Cassandra Clare, Carrie Ryan, Scott Westerfeld.
So basically, I haven't really finish reading it all,
but it doesn't mean you guys can't go try it out!
Zombies Vs Unicorns
here is how the book looks like.
Respect
Had been sorting out my thoughts for the past few days.
Wanted to post yesterday but I didn't
because every single time I try to think of something to post,
everything just don't seem to fit or somethings are just not meant to be spoken.
Either way, you're going to be offended.
But still, I need to let go of this feeling.
so here goes..
I always.. feel that, respect is not something earned by a person,
or something you can get just by respecting another human being.
It is something you, yourself must have. (ie. Self-Respect)
There is no such thing as expecting people to give it to you, when you don't even respect yourself.
Know that boundary, and don't cross that line.
It is easier said then done, I, too, am learning to respect myself .
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I really love my new blog song, go check out the lyrics ! :D
Cute Shits.
Sorry about the birthday thing matter.
Because I really don't have the mood to blog/elaborate on stuffs
why?
School. Thats why.
Sometimes it might be tough,
Oh, hi people !
Today is so hot , omg. when will the hotness end?!
Ok, back to why I am posting..
Me and my awesome friends decided to throw a surprise birthday party(Shhh)
for one of our bestie, Irene Thng. (whose birthday was yesterday)
So today, me and Chuan went down to collect our cake which we pre-ordered at Secret Recipe.
And ! To avoid suspicion I told the birthday girl to buy KFC takeaway for us!
-evil laughter-
And I am currently at Chuan's house since we're celebrating Irene's birthday at Bun's place.
As a wonderful and responsible blogger, I even found some time to blog with Chuan's laptop.
I'm great ain't i ?
I will be posting up pictures by sunday.
Till then. Toodles !
Don't know what else I can say, to get it through.
I am so looking forward to friday . Muahahahaha.
But at the same time, I don't want friday to come so fast ): ;sigh.
this sucks.
Btw, new blog song :D
I Love You But by Jeremy Thurber.
Coz love is just a game you play, but sometimes you lose.
Hello.
Posting today because of awesome yesterday ~~
Read partial post here (ctrl- click)
Ok, that wasn't posted by me.
And whatever posted about me there wasn't true . LOL!
Yesterday went down all the way to Tampines, Temasek Poly.
To fetch my dear Labbit (Ume).
So while boarding bus 23 from Tampines Interchange,
a snake was near the bus boarding area and a uncle there keep pushing me to get on to the bus.
Like, the snake isn't even coming our way, so scared for what.
After I got on the bus did I realise that I don't really give a damn about the stupid snake._.''
So fetch Ume,
and went back Tampines interchange to fetch MingHui & Saphix.
And we bus 8 down to Karisse's school (Ngee Ann Secondary). To fetch her. LOL!
After that, we went to mac, while Karisse went home to change her clothes.
And meet up with Angellina at WhiteSands.
Was about to go the shin's house when Karisse and Angellina wanted to play Jubeat.
So we went to the arcade and I tried to entertain myself and MingHui, Ume & Saphix
while the two xmm (Xiao mei mei, Namely, Karisse & Angellina) played Jubeat.
We went to shin's house around 4pm ,
And omg, Pasir Ris is so dayumm hot mans.
So shin on-ed aircon and we squeezed into his very small room.
Stayed till around 6pm , took a group photo and went off.
Reached home around 8pm.
I promise I never want to do this again. LOL.