Insanity.
Sometimes, that's precisely why I distance myself from people.
When everything you say or did, was labelled as "insane" or "crazy" .
Because I don't see a need to change whichever part of myself.
And a thought to change everything you have or had ever did in your life can be a really scary thought.
Where even a hint of everything you know so well, something like the bits and parcel of your everyday life , might be wrong .
How can it ?
It's like someone coming to you after your 18 years of life telling you that pooping is a bad thing to do (just an example)
It's just natural.
And I never did wanted anyone's understanding. (That's why i chose to distance myself)
but it just doesn't seem right to force my thinking onto someone.
And vice versa.
Just leave me alone.