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I'm a girl who still hasn't figured out what she wants to do with her life.

My birthday falls on the 18th Of April every single year since 1993. You do the maths.

✓ Lose weight
✓ Start sleeping early
✓ Finish my studies well
✓ Get a rich boyfriend
✓ Figure out what I want to do with my life


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Ironic.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011,

I always consider myself as a very "real" person. 

The plus side is, I write all my emotions on my face. 
If I like/hate you, or if you had done anything I didn't like, it is all written on my face. 

And the down side is, I have offended many people with being so straightforward.
But I don't regret saying things I should have said thou... 
I mean, would you rather me pretend to like you when I don't ?? 

Yala, this post is about my classmate, namely, Ng Shi Yun. 
I don't expect anyone to believe me, or whatever when I said I did not badmouth anyone. 
I only answer to my conscience and nobody else's.
So , if you think I'm just talking shit, you can get the shit out of my blog too. 

But what I don't like about Ng Shi Yun is that, 
Even if I did badmouth someone, and you as my friend don't have to backstab me .
And even if you did back-stabbed me, at least grow some balls and jolly well admit it.
And when no one's around, apologized to me.??
I mean, do I look like that kind of retarded brainless person who would blindly accept whatever shit you give me? 
Now, I'm insulted. 

I did not forgive you because I want you to be guilty for the rest of your life . (yes, I am that evil.)
and I didn't want to think about what you had done to me because we're going to be classmates for 2 years. 
But it doesn't give you the opportunity to think that I'm going to be your little lap dog anymore. 
Like, talking to me in a child-like manner.
It. Really. Disgusts. Me. A LOT. 
Touching my arm, or my hands or accidentally brushing against me. 
CAN YOU PLEASE. 
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY TRYING MY BEST TO CONTROL MY TEMPER.
I don't know how maximum is my maximum. 
And I don't want to risk my future because of you. 

I repeat, I am NOT a forgiving person. and I DO NOT believe in 2nd chances for anyone.


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