It's like, I'm too grown up to give a shit about others anymore. Lately my life is just work, work and more work. I have no time for anything and everything. Sorry if this sounds random. I don't have anything to blog about, and I just feel a need to update this place. My life is currently on hold. I'm neither moving forward nor back. It's nothing wrong. And I just need to completely make up my mind before I take the next step. I just don't have the strength and confidence in myself to carry on what I have to do -- my studies. I know I need to continue my studies. But I don't want to force myself to go back to school just because I needed to. I want to go back because I want to. But right now, I really don't have the feeling of going back to school. I'm sick of all the immature people in school. I'm already where I belong and I don't want to go back to hell. But April intakes are coming. although it's 5months (give or take) away, it's very fast. And I am so not ready for it.