Quick post from my phone..

So lately I haven't been active in audition.. I've always used work as an excuse to not be in there or not recruit any new members as what my role requires me to.
Today I just realized that I just don't have the strength to hold on and carry on with the fam anymore.. Even my fam master isn't active he is just busy in his noob account with his girlfriend. Sometimes I just don't understand where my determination come from. It's not the first time I do something so ... Over for the fam. I wanted so badly for me to belong to a group . And the idea of not being in one is terrifying. Why so? I know the answer. But it will just be too much for me to handle if I share it here. Too deep and haunted for me to post it up...