Maybe if you'll just shut the fxck up.
Have not been properly updating this place.
Really didn't do any justice for you huh?
Everytime I have the urge to post something, I'll get on the computer and stare at the post page for an hour, not writing something.
I don't know, I always wanted people to notice me, and to know me,
and when they do, I feel uncomfortable, and I feel a need to restrict what I have to write on my blog.
For fear of you reading it?
Or was it because knowing someone would be reading my posts, makes me unable to settle down my thoughts?
Kay, maybe you wouldn't even be reading it, maybe no one even gives a shit about this blog.
But it's a really big deal to me - at least.
I have been misunderstood since young, I tried so hard to be loved.
I become someone I am not. I want to go back to just being me.
But I am scared, I'm afraid that people will not like me for who I am.
I don't know, It's all coming back, just like Deja'vu.
Maybe if you'll just shut the fuck up, and mind your own business.
The world would just be a little bit better a place for me to live in.