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I'm a girl who still hasn't figured out what she wants to do with her life.

My birthday falls on the 18th Of April every single year since 1993. You do the maths.

✓ Lose weight
✓ Start sleeping early
✓ Finish my studies well
✓ Get a rich boyfriend
✓ Figure out what I want to do with my life


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Respect for self.
Saturday, July 28, 2012,
Annyeong ~ !
So recently, a friend of mine tweeted something like

"Don't understand why girls like calling themselves bitches,
its like saying that they, themselves are female dogs"

And suddenly her classmate start scolding her telling her how she shouldn't tweet about her behind her back like a pussy.
Hahaha. and she even CAPS some of the words. Rofls.

As the internet world grows bigger, miscommunication happens all the time.
It just doesn't seem like you're much of a pussy when you tweet back to someone too.
I mean, you seriously feel brave that you tweeted about someone and @ reply them?
I don't think that's much of a big deal leh.
If you're "not a pussy" , might as well just go to school give my friend a tight slap and start throwing in punches and kicks.
That's the real "courageous" thing to do. Seriously. *rolls eyes*

Even if my friend was tweeting about you, what can you do?
You, yourself are the one that called yourself a bitch.
Or you have never known the real meaning of the word "bitch" ??

Reading all points from 1 to 5, I don't get why someone would call themselves a bitch.
Are you a female dog?
Are you unpleasant, malicious or selfish?
Are you a lewd woman?
Are you disparaging or offensive?
Do you perform demeaning tasks for another?
or Are you an unwilling convict in a homosexual relationship?
If not, I do not see any reason at all, as to why you are calling yourself (or your friends) a bitch.

Girls, stop complaining about how your male friends are not treating you with respect when you, yourself are the one going around telling people that you're a bitch. I mean, if you can't learn to respect yourself, don't expect anyone else to.




this is it.
Monday, July 16, 2012,
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Annyeong^^

Gradually as you grow older, those little things that use to piss you off seems so petty & hilarious now.

This post have been considered and edited many many times before I decided to publish it.
I don't mean any harm to you, and if you are affected or offended by me or my actions, please come talk to me.
I am always misunderstood by others and I don't mind, but not you, I don't want you to misunderstand too.
If I really did something unforgivable, I'm truly sorry.
I Love You.

Lately, I feel like I have been neglected.
I always see things very clearly or rather, have a really strong feel of things and people around me.
I hope I am just having negative thoughts & doubts & it's not really true.
But I am scared by the fact that I am rarely wrong, still, I do hope I am.
Please don't take me for granted.
I swear I will cherish & stay by your side.


I will & always have.
Sometimes, I just don't show it.
But rest assured that I will be the first one there when you need a friend.


I'm moody like Squidward. Sometimes selfish like Mr.krabs. 
A bit dumb like Patrick. But I'll always be here for you like Spongebob.
Strength
Me in white, with Xander, Regina, and my sis, Saphix beside me.

Had been procrastinating A LOT.
I hope I can catch up, Business studies, Communication for Business, Principals Of Accounts & Office Applications... just four modules. Daphnne, please do well for them.

I'm not going to blame my laziness on Xander's fanmeet, or the fan-fiction I am working on at U-KissMe Singapore  .
I had been given a choice to attend Xander's fanmeet, or stay home and do my homework.
I chose Xander. So I won't and can't say stuff like "Oh, coz i went to Xander's fanmeet".
No, I chose not to do my homework. I am a lazy girl~ LOL.

So, I guess the main thing I have to chiong is my homework, & fanfic.
Homework first. :D
I still have two weeks to write my fanfic chapter 5.
Spazzing about Xander will be done in between and throughout my life. Hehehe.

Ah, I am currently in class, but I totally have no idea what Ms. Karen is talking about.
Mianhae ~
Will get my sister to teach me some other day ;O

Tonight or tomorrow, I will post up the time I spent at Xander's fanmeet / Fan-party.
Oh yes ^^ tomorrow will be meeting Xiao Yue , Hendri & (maybe) Celine.
Shall have time to spazz about U-kiss & Alexander. ^^

Right, before I forget, I want to say something.
There is this Xanderette, who hates AJ & Hoon .
Okay, I don't love them.. (well, maybe only Hoon since I loved AJ when he was in Paran).
But, there is no need to hate ALL of U-kiss for it.
Kevin did nothing wrong, Soo Hyun did nothing wrong, neither did Hoon nor Aj.
Hate the people you should. Like, NHMedia or something..
I hated NHMedia. I really do.
But hating NHMedia won't bring Xander or Kibum back.
It will only cause yourself to be unhappy, sour & bitter.
And you'll have wrinkles too. LOL.

So after, Xander's fanparty, and we were taking cab down to Sheng Sion Show,
The same Xanderette that hates Hoon & AJ,
said " I really hate Xander, he didn't picked me".
That got me really pissed,
Xander is not obligated to take 7 hours of air flight from Korea to Singapore.
He is not obligated to take photos, shake our hands or even ENTERTAIN us.
But he did all of it, didn't he??
Instead of APPRECIATING what Xander had done for us all, she hates him for , what?
"Ignoring" her? Hello? There are MANY Xanderettes there who got "ignored"
Xander is but a human. If you can't appreciate your own idol, maybe you shouldn't even be in the fandom.

I am really very grateful to Xander's mom for giving birth to Xander, and his dad who raised him up to be someone who can be a role model to us.
I am thankful to Xanderettes.net and many other people for organizing this event.
Ken who hosted the events. and Xander's dancers, manager, boss etc.
And Xander, who came even thou he thought he would only have 30~50 people supporting him.
For even being there on the stage.

Thank You.

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Watashi ni xx Shinasai!
Tuesday, July 10, 2012,
Great story about an unpopular high school girl who writes cell phone novels in her spare time. Her peers are scared of her because of her intense glare, so she's never had the opportunity to experience "love." When she hears her fans want more love stories, she decides she needs to experience love for herself so she can write about it and ends up blackmailing the most popular boy in her class. Although he puts on a facade of being the perfect guy, he's actually a jaded womanizer and has little respect for the people around him. The two of them battle it out, him trying to shake her off while she forces him to go along with her.

Great heroine. She has her weaknesses, but she's strong-willed and has her own interests, opposed to a lot of shoujo heroines who only think about love. She also manipulates the hero well, usually beating him at his own game, another thing you don't see too often in this genre. As for the hero, he's more of a jerk than usual, and more than once he sets the girl up for an unpleasant experience, trying to drive her off. He's also one of those types who only shows his real face to the girl, while everyone else thinks he's the perfect guy. The story is paced well; 8 chapters in, they're beginning to have feelings for each other but are still more enemies than friends.

Good story and good art. Slightly more smutty than I was expecting considering how young the characters look, but it's still fairly innocent. The romance is fairly small-scale, not a bad thing, just don't look for hardcore "destined to be together" elements or anything, it's not that type of manga.
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New fanfic idea. Still very unpolished :/
Sunday, July 8, 2012,
"Why are you angry for?" I asked.
"why does it have to be me?" Jaeseop asked angrily. "Can't you find someone else to teach you? Like that kevin guy who was always following you around"
"No. He can't. He is my friend". I said.
"What? You can't try those love experiments on him, but you can to me?" he was getting really agitated.
"well, duh! When I'm with you, My heartbeat goes a little faster and I have trouble breathing! Who else can I do it with if not you??" I asked angrily.
"what did you say?" he asked
"What?" I said, I'm really pissed off right now.
"You said your heart beats a little faster when you're with me?" he teased.
"Uh, ya . Duh. Why do you think I asked you to teach me what love is?" I replied.

Jaeseop burst out into laughter.
"I'm going home" I said. Stomping away angrily. I have been waiting after school the whole day for Jaeseop and when he sees me, he starts yelling at me. It's so unfair. Yet, I want him to chase after me.

"Hey. Don't be angry~~" he said trailing behind me.
"Go away." I said. I don't want to quarrel with him. Neither do I want him to go away too.
"Hahaha. you are just too cute" he said hugging me from behind.

"What did you just say?" I asked.
"Umm nothing. I'm going home now." he said and left hurridly.

I ran home immediately and check the dictionary.
It said :
cute/kyo͞ot/
Adjective:
Attractive in a pretty or endearing way.
Sexually attractive.

"Mom?" I asked "what does someone means when he says you are cute?"

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Annoyed
Thursday, July 5, 2012,
U-kiss collections I have! :D 

Today I went down to Nex, comics connection just to buy U-kiss related items.
So yesterday, I went down with xiao yue, and we hid the cups and t-shirt before we went off.
And I (stupidly) tweeted to my sis the pictures and told her where I saw it.
Idk if KissMes took advantage of my stupidity. And went down to Nex to buy it or of its just a coincidence, but one of the cup was bought by a fellow KissMe and I had to go down to junction 8 and find the cup. && lucky me! I found the exact same cup AND Eli's name hand phone strap which couldn't be found at Nex

when I was with xiao yue yesterday..
It's like, some sort of belssings in disguise.
It's good to be positive. Good things come your way :D

I love you KissMe! No matter what you do or what you say, I'll love you because we love the same thing.

Unless you're like, really demented & sick in the brain. Then, that's another story.

Ok, bye bye.
Wassup
Wednesday, July 4, 2012,
Hello! I know I promised pictures from my Korean trip. But have not uploaded till this time. And my school is reopening soon.. Sorry I have a boring life-.-z

Or I have a really short term memory so I don't really remember what happened during the day.. I don't know why. I don't know a lot of things recently.. Haha.

So it's almost 2am, and I'm lying in bed fully awake, therefore I shall blog.^^ (I make no sense at all)

Hmmm, let's talk about some things that I have mentioned previously in my post like, how I want to introduce my class/classmates.. & some rants(duh) I always rant in my blog. It's like the only thing I use it for. Like oxygen.

Anyway, this shall be a long post. I promise..
In the event that this is not a long post, I shall remove the sentence above. LOL .

Class

Awesome. That's the one word I'll use to describe my class.. Last year, because of some major setbacks, I've been really weary and very concious about going to a new class again...
I'm not going to say that my time here in ISQ have been smooth sailing neither am I gonna say that I've no complaints, but if this is what a class feels like, I'm pretty damn sure I'll be enjoying it.
I mean, it's not possible for us to like each other. Everyone have their differences. And everyone have their own opinion.. There are however, some that pisses me off. But I've learnt to be the bigger person(?) . Yea right, try it again one more time and you're dead. LOL.
Where was I? Oh ya. There is like 8 guys in my class.. (or more) .. Guys are like, fucking rare in bishan ITE. I hope this changes when we go to AMK ite.

The guys in class are great compared to the fucking no balls bastards who gossip like old hags in my secondary school. Yes, if my secondary school guy classmates are reading this, I'm talking about you. Unless you're Jason, Kwan, cheeming, Lawrence , zhihao or Qi Peng, you guys just gossip like old hags. Lol. With me. Haha.
So anyway, I think I work well with people who are born in the year of the pig? (I'm born in the year of the rooster). Last year was with the dogs 鸡犬不宁! So true!! Last year was terrible. I don't wana talk about it>< .

The girls in class were ok. Depends on who you're saying... I think the majority is awesome. But some.... Mehh. Lol. You can't have the best of everything I guess...
But my class girls prove something!! Doesn't mean you pretty means ur attitude is a bitch. There are pretty girls in class with awesome personalities! I shan't name them. Later they got read I paiseh-.-"
I mean, I know sometimes you can compliment people. And I am complimenting them from the bottom of my heart.. Totally true feelings. But I feel like a hypocrite when I compliment people. Like people will think that I'm superficial or something. Thanks ya. I know I'm quite negative. Sometimes I have a hard time getting around myself too..

Ok, shall name some of them. (Not just the chiobu ok... )
ON SECOND THOUGHT. I won't name them. Hahahahah. Let you guys go think is it you or not la!! Hehehe. Yea, I know I very bad. But that's the reason why I'm so likable/detestable. It's goes both ways. Haha.

ONE COMPLAIN. There are like, FUCKING THREE COUPLES IN MY CLASS. SERIOUSLY?! I mean, I'm ok la. But if they quarrel how? We in between leh. If break(Touch wood) how?? Aiyo... 2 years leh. At LEAST must two year ah! I tell u all! Better yet, don't break at all!! Seriously. Somemore all young couples(17 year olds) I think I'm old. I don't approve of classmates dating. So stressful.. Ah whatever. These younger generations wana do whatever they want la. don't care. OMO. I sound like my mom. TT^TT HELP.

U-kiss Me
So I'm sure you've heard or saw my tweets and stuff about U-kiss bein posted .. I've kinda have a crush on this kpop group named U-kiss..
I even have a fan base for them in Singapore. Do support.
Http://www.twitter.com/ukissme_sg or http://www.ukissme-sg.blogspot.com
감사합니다!!
I just need to figure out where I can get suppliers to sponser album shipping. AND I need a bigger fan base for more bulk orders = cheaper.

Through my fam base I've met many KissMes in and out of Singapore. And what can I say? They are the most awesome fans I've ever ever known! I mean, there are some with demented personalities. But beyond that, is that same love I have for U-kiss. How to hate them?? I have a super hard time hating people that likes U-kiss or DBSK. (Maybe that's the reason why I don't hate Peiyi at all.. Very hard to hate her when we're spazzing about DBSK) I'd rather put myself in the line than hating someone who likes them. Omg. I'm so dumb sometimes. But I think it's worth it. If that's what U-kiss wants. I'll give it to them. I'll also work hard for their awards!!

Okok, back to KissMes.. I have to name her. GOH YUE RONG. (am I correct with the surname?) don't care. Lol! So I met up with her & celine the week before I went to Korea. & today at Nex.. She's like, the total complete opposite of me. She quiet & doesn't have much opinions about people. Unlike me who rants & complains all day. But that's what I need in my life. More people that are opppsite from me. I always quarrel with people who have a strong personality like me. So she's good. Haha.
She's like Chee Kwan but even better. Coz Kwan is like me talking to a dead guy, and xiao yue is like me talking to an actual human being. Lol. No offense bro, I still think you're awesome. Lol..

I will be going to xander's fan meet & party in Singapore. And I hope I'll make more KissMes friends. And not offend the xanderettes with my presence as a KissMe.
*cross fingers*

Rants
Seriously, Z why are you unhappy that I'm "flirting" with him? Are you his fucking girlfriend?! No. And even if I am flirting, either have the balls to ask me to go away, or take him as your man. If not stfu, and stop whining like a pussy.
& S, stop fucking COMPARING rings or levels or whatever shit with me!! I'm warning you. You are irritating me to the extend of me wanting to quit Auditionsea forever!! STOPPIT! You are a guy! Stop comparing stuff with me especially when I don't give a fuck! Stop askin me not to red face you!! I just want to play my game well, you don't want Kenna red face, you CHAIN, or you don't play with me at all. Don't expect me to let you win. EARN IT.
& BMF , stop being so desperate. It irks me. You fucking make me feel like a rascist when I'm not. Seriously, grow up!! You're my age but you keep playing secondary school girls tactics. So fucking annoying!! I hope your fake hypocritical face cracks!!

Lol. That's all for my rants. Thank you very much. && it's so cold tonight-.-" goodnight!!
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