Anesthesia
OH YES I'M SUPPORTING YOU PATRICK. (Y)
"Today I saw someone who looks like you on the bus, I can't help but stared and stared and stared. It's like I had lost all my willpower. Finally I looked away and the spell broke."I don't like feeling so vulnerable, lost and so easily broken. Maybe I always try to act strong, and tough. Just because I don't like people to see how weak and how easy it is to mash me up inside. Everything is so wrong, nothing came out as I have expected. I didn't think that, I will have another chance, I do not believe in second chances, second chances are just like an invisible green card for someone to make the same stupid mistakes again. Pointless. & the results, disappointing.
Sometimes, it sucks to be strong, because when people think that you are strong, they think it is okay to hurt you. Over and over again.
p/s re-reading my old blog post from secondary school, and laughing my ass off. LOL www.yourpuny-boxers.blogspot.com