I don't know why I am so pissed lately.
It's like everyone is finding a fault with me. - not that I don't have faults I just don't like it when people assumes that I have to do whatever I want to at their convenience.

i don't live to please you. And I sure as hell didn't force you to accept me for who I am neither judge me for what I do and the decisions I make.

Sometimes I just want to lash out at people. - especially those assholes who thinks I owe them something.
I don't know why some people think they even matter to me. They like to come up to me telling me how the fuck I haven't been spending time with them. And moping around as if I am obliged to hang out with them.

Yea, speaking of which, there was this guy I met through a friend and we exchanged numbers . So today I had work and he wanted to meet me out so I was like. I can't la. Den guess what he reply?
"Haish, u dn wan just say dn want la. Haish no one wana meet me I so sad. ): "
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HE SMSED ME OK.
What the fuckk? So what if I don't want? Who the fuck are you? At most you are just an acquaintance. No one want to meet you, your taiji la? You tell me for fuck? I really really hate guys like this, whiney little bastards. I wonder how the hell did they even get to live for so long. Zzz.
He is not the first guy I met that is like this ok. Seriously .

I know I sound like a bitch. But sometimes I just don't want to act like a nice person. In fact, I don't act nice at all. Why should I? Who the hell you think you are?
It's not like you are that type of friend that I want to keep by my side.
Sometimes people just have to learn to know their own self worth. 自知自明. Don't overestimate your importance to someone else. Coz in the end, you might not even be anything at all.

And then those that I keep close to my heart is always stabbing it with a knife. Lol. Fuck you all.