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U-kiss Kevin (original Xing member) - In Your Hands
U-kiss Love of a Friend
I can't believe I only heard of this 2 songs only a few days ago.
What the fuck have I been missing out !!! );
U-kiss Love of a Friend
I can't believe I only heard of this 2 songs only a few days ago.
What the fuck have I been missing out !!! );
Guys.
Today we're going to touch on the holy subject of..... [drum rolls]
BOYS!!
Kkkkkk ~ as you all would prolly [not] know, I am someone who thinks really highly of myself, and therefore expects a lot from others.
So recently had a talk with one of my friend and we touched on a subject on which kind of attitude from guys that wouldn't appeal to us. We had difference in opinions but here is a list of what I came up with. [In no order]
1. Melodramatic
He cannot be overly obsessed with drama [by drama I don't mean those you watch on TV shows] it's like, everything oso chup taiji, everytime anything oso wana say/gossip. Its more of a "girls thing".. If I wana gossip and stuff I have my bffs.
It's alright if he listens to MY drama and gives some opinion, but I don't want to clean up or pick up any of HIS drama. Guys shouldn't have drama.
2. Indecisive [优柔寡断]
I absolutely detest guys who doesn't have their own opinions. I get it when they want to ask us for our opinions like, where should we go for lunch, or what should we do after the movie... I mean, it's great that he asked. But I hate it when it escalated to something like this:
I wana go home! Can? Seriously. I mean, it's sweet that they thought about us, but guys, please be sure to do your homework, like plan a schedule or activity for us to do before you ask us out. And not just asking us out for the sake of asking and then we spend like, what? Half of the day deciding where to go or what to eat.
3. Fags
Ok, I might be a little too harsh on this one , but I hate it when guys carry their gf's handbags. That time I saw a guy.. Fucking hot carrying a small baby pink kate spade handbag ok. I almost bawled my eyes out trying so hard not to laugh out loud.
I know! It's sweet and stuff, but I can carry my own handbag at least. Unless it's some heavy lifting and I need help with it.
I mean, god knows what you have inside... Like, "here carry my handbag for me which contains my purse, makeup and possibly my pad around for me. Thanks."
Just.... A big no-no.
4. Overly- friendly.
Yes. I get it. I am hard to please. LOL.
Actually I don't hate this personality in guys, but I usually friend-zone all these nice guys because I know I cannot handle it.
I don't care if you and whats-her-name are "just friends". I don't like it when you get too close to girls.
I have this friend, Em, whose boyfriend does not allow her to have any physical contact with any guys. [As in not even allowed to take a photo together - or if in a group photo, cannot stand next to her] and it goes both ways. The same for him.
People may find this extreme, but I think it's kinda nice. At least I don't have to spend the day wondering which bitch would be touching my guy's biceps.. Ok, maybe I am sadistic over this one, but NO. YOU CANNOT TOUCH HER HAIR. YOU CANNOT TEASE HER, YOU ABSOLUTELY CANNOT EVEN CONTACT HER.
I mean, if you love me, don't make me worry constantly if I will be replaced. Because I will get sick and tired of being constantly afraid of losing you, and I will leave you.
5. Complain Kings
Actually this goes the same way for friends. As in I don't like people who are whiney. Who always have something against the world. Worst still, if he is my bf, and he is constantly telling me how sucky his job was. How his boss was a jerk. How his mom didn't cook his dinner the way he wanted to.. Ughs. i cannot fathom... How anyone could tolerate people like that.. Guys don't whine about everything..
Yes, if like, your mom die or what, and you need someone I will be there. But not when you want to find someone to vent your frustrations upon. It's not right and it's not fair. Unless, like, if we are married. But not while we're dating.
[& here are the miscellaneous]
7. Cheenas. No cheenas!!
I have cheena friends but I will never date a cheena. Never.
8. Guys shorter than the girl. Pathetic, aye?
9. Vain guys. Do you love yourself more than me? [answer would probably be yes]
10. Fucking good-looking guys. good looking guys won't look at me anyway :D
Am I glad Eli is not "Fucking good-looking" ? He is just fucking hot. Hehehe.
11. Smokers - nothing against them, I just don't want to be KISSING one.
12. Guys who constantly reminds me of how awesome he is, how he tackled 2 Cobras while strangling a bear and killing a lion. No, i don't give a shit about how you won the spelling bee, or got 10 free tickets to SMTown backstage [ok, that's pretty awesome] but you get what I mean..
Thats pretty much everything.. See! Only 12! I am not that hard to please right? Oh, don't give me crap like how I don't mind him having B.O or things like personal hygiene... Coz if he had such problems, I wouldn't even BE FRIENDS with him in the first place. HA HA HA.
Ok, now for some photos of super hot guys so ugly angry boys who are reading my post will feel ashamed of themselves.
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BOYS!!
Kkkkkk ~ as you all would prolly [not] know, I am someone who thinks really highly of myself, and therefore expects a lot from others.
So recently had a talk with one of my friend and we touched on a subject on which kind of attitude from guys that wouldn't appeal to us. We had difference in opinions but here is a list of what I came up with. [In no order]
1. Melodramatic
He cannot be overly obsessed with drama [by drama I don't mean those you watch on TV shows] it's like, everything oso chup taiji, everytime anything oso wana say/gossip. Its more of a "girls thing".. If I wana gossip and stuff I have my bffs.
It's alright if he listens to MY drama and gives some opinion, but I don't want to clean up or pick up any of HIS drama. Guys shouldn't have drama.
2. Indecisive [优柔寡断]
I absolutely detest guys who doesn't have their own opinions. I get it when they want to ask us for our opinions like, where should we go for lunch, or what should we do after the movie... I mean, it's great that he asked. But I hate it when it escalated to something like this:
Him: So... Wana go where later?
Me: uh... i duno leh. What u think?
Him: I anything one. Where u wana go?
I wana go home! Can? Seriously. I mean, it's sweet that they thought about us, but guys, please be sure to do your homework, like plan a schedule or activity for us to do before you ask us out. And not just asking us out for the sake of asking and then we spend like, what? Half of the day deciding where to go or what to eat.
3. Fags
Ok, I might be a little too harsh on this one , but I hate it when guys carry their gf's handbags. That time I saw a guy.. Fucking hot carrying a small baby pink kate spade handbag ok. I almost bawled my eyes out trying so hard not to laugh out loud.
I know! It's sweet and stuff, but I can carry my own handbag at least. Unless it's some heavy lifting and I need help with it.
I mean, god knows what you have inside... Like, "here carry my handbag for me which contains my purse, makeup and possibly my pad around for me. Thanks."
Just.... A big no-no.
4. Overly- friendly.
Yes. I get it. I am hard to please. LOL.
Actually I don't hate this personality in guys, but I usually friend-zone all these nice guys because I know I cannot handle it.
I don't care if you and whats-her-name are "just friends". I don't like it when you get too close to girls.
I have this friend, Em, whose boyfriend does not allow her to have any physical contact with any guys. [As in not even allowed to take a photo together - or if in a group photo, cannot stand next to her] and it goes both ways. The same for him.
People may find this extreme, but I think it's kinda nice. At least I don't have to spend the day wondering which bitch would be touching my guy's biceps.. Ok, maybe I am sadistic over this one, but NO. YOU CANNOT TOUCH HER HAIR. YOU CANNOT TEASE HER, YOU ABSOLUTELY CANNOT EVEN CONTACT HER.
I mean, if you love me, don't make me worry constantly if I will be replaced. Because I will get sick and tired of being constantly afraid of losing you, and I will leave you.
5. Complain Kings
Actually this goes the same way for friends. As in I don't like people who are whiney. Who always have something against the world. Worst still, if he is my bf, and he is constantly telling me how sucky his job was. How his boss was a jerk. How his mom didn't cook his dinner the way he wanted to.. Ughs. i cannot fathom... How anyone could tolerate people like that.. Guys don't whine about everything..
Yes, if like, your mom die or what, and you need someone I will be there. But not when you want to find someone to vent your frustrations upon. It's not right and it's not fair. Unless, like, if we are married. But not while we're dating.
[Number 6 is deleted]
[& here are the miscellaneous]
7. Cheenas. No cheenas!!
I have cheena friends but I will never date a cheena. Never.
8. Guys shorter than the girl. Pathetic, aye?
9. Vain guys. Do you love yourself more than me? [answer would probably be yes]
10. Fucking good-looking guys. good looking guys won't look at me anyway :D
Am I glad Eli is not "Fucking good-looking" ? He is just fucking hot. Hehehe.
11. Smokers - nothing against them, I just don't want to be KISSING one.
12. Guys who constantly reminds me of how awesome he is, how he tackled 2 Cobras while strangling a bear and killing a lion. No, i don't give a shit about how you won the spelling bee, or got 10 free tickets to SMTown backstage [ok, that's pretty awesome] but you get what I mean..
Thats pretty much everything.. See! Only 12! I am not that hard to please right? Oh, don't give me crap like how I don't mind him having B.O or things like personal hygiene... Coz if he had such problems, I wouldn't even BE FRIENDS with him in the first place. HA HA HA.
Ok, now for some photos of super hot guys so ugly angry boys who are reading my post will feel ashamed of themselves.
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| Hoon of U-kiss is good motivation :D |
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School.
今天又没上学了。。。 有时侯我自己也不是很清楚自己想要的是什么。
总是觉得好像对不起了身边的人，有时又觉得太对不起自己。
到头来好像什么都没成就到。或根本就没收获。
虽然是发了烧，但不去学校是借口。呆在家里也没好好的休息，都是在打电动游戏。
再过两天就是很重要的HRA考试，但是我也好像没当初那么担心害怕。
My sense of awareness totally sucks balls。
着样子是对的吗？
那时候说要回来读书的人也是我。
现在没在读书的人也是自己。
总是觉得好像对不起了身边的人，有时又觉得太对不起自己。
到头来好像什么都没成就到。或根本就没收获。
虽然是发了烧，但不去学校是借口。呆在家里也没好好的休息，都是在打电动游戏。
再过两天就是很重要的HRA考试，但是我也好像没当初那么担心害怕。
My sense of awareness totally sucks balls。
着样子是对的吗？
那时候说要回来读书的人也是我。
现在没在读书的人也是自己。
Malaysia
As most of my readers would know, I had went to the K-pop storm in Malaysia to see U-kiss.
Unfortunately, K-pop storm was cancelled, because the organizers had a breech in the contract.
Of course, I was devastated, but being the optimistic person that I am, I really couldn't care less. LOL.
Ok, I will feel a sudden pain in the chest whenever I see their photos or video, and thinking about how close I was to be able to see them irl.schfuckmuckingmuthafuckerorganizers. Seriously.
Anyway, I went ahead to go to Malaysia to enjoy my time there since I had already paid for the hotel & plane tickets...
It was damn chaotic!!! When we reached Malaysia airport, or KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport)
We couldn't find Henny. Henny is an Indonesian girl who had booked the hotel with us. She flew into Malaysia to attend the K-pop storm too.
We didn't have wifi. (it goes on and off as and when it like which makes me damn dulan).
And we were trying desperately to contact each other via whatsapp and twitter. fml.
About an hour or so, we finally met up with her and got a cab to sunway pyramid hotel.
After checking in, I used KakaoTalk to contact Beatrice, Gladys, and Ashley. (Thank god we booked our room with wifi.)
The three of them had arrived a day earlier, and they were supposed to set up fan support for U-kiss.
Fuck you, organizer. Again.
So they did set up the fan support by meeting us in our room, but it feels wrong when we will not even get to see U-kiss.
Fuck you organizer!!!
After that, we went down to the mall to have Korean BBQ , - the six of us-
Took some pictures, chatted a little while, and Beatrice said U-kiss is now in Japan. ):
Me so gonna cry buckets of tears.
They have a plane to catch that night and they went to spa session, while Me, Saph and Henny went back to our rooms for a little nap.
We are so super duper tired. Especially when Me and Saph was chiong-ing "Rooftop Prince" till late at night. Hahaha.
Later, we went to the swimming pool, and checked out the hotel and mall.
1 and a half days is definitely not enough.
Woke up around 6:30am because Henny was to catch the early coach to Penang where she will meet her family and they are going to Thailand for holiday.
Not envious since I have went to Thailand three times already. hahaha.
I wana go HongKong / Japan :D
Sis & I went back to sleep after that, had breakfast at KLIA, and flew back to SG.
That's all for my Malaysia trip.
Even thou I cannot see U-kiss, it was nice to go on a short holiday before my CAs.
Wish me luck !
Unfortunately, K-pop storm was cancelled, because the organizers had a breech in the contract.
Of course, I was devastated, but being the optimistic person that I am, I really couldn't care less. LOL.
Ok, I will feel a sudden pain in the chest whenever I see their photos or video, and thinking about how close I was to be able to see them irl.
Anyway, I went ahead to go to Malaysia to enjoy my time there since I had already paid for the hotel & plane tickets...
It was damn chaotic!!! When we reached Malaysia airport, or KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport)
We couldn't find Henny. Henny is an Indonesian girl who had booked the hotel with us. She flew into Malaysia to attend the K-pop storm too.
We didn't have wifi. (it goes on and off as and when it like which makes me damn dulan).
And we were trying desperately to contact each other via whatsapp and twitter. fml.
About an hour or so, we finally met up with her and got a cab to sunway pyramid hotel.
After checking in, I used KakaoTalk to contact Beatrice, Gladys, and Ashley. (Thank god we booked our room with wifi.)
The three of them had arrived a day earlier, and they were supposed to set up fan support for U-kiss.
Fuck you, organizer. Again.
So they did set up the fan support by meeting us in our room, but it feels wrong when we will not even get to see U-kiss.
Fuck you organizer!!!
After that, we went down to the mall to have Korean BBQ , - the six of us-
Took some pictures, chatted a little while, and Beatrice said U-kiss is now in Japan. ):
Me so gonna cry buckets of tears.
They have a plane to catch that night and they went to spa session, while Me, Saph and Henny went back to our rooms for a little nap.
We are so super duper tired. Especially when Me and Saph was chiong-ing "Rooftop Prince" till late at night. Hahaha.
Later, we went to the swimming pool, and checked out the hotel and mall.
THE MALL WAS FUCKING HUGE.
I am so gona go back there and just go shopping and enjoy myself with my friends the next time. 1 and a half days is definitely not enough.
Woke up around 6:30am because Henny was to catch the early coach to Penang where she will meet her family and they are going to Thailand for holiday.
Not envious since I have went to Thailand three times already. hahaha.
I wana go HongKong / Japan :D
Sis & I went back to sleep after that, had breakfast at KLIA, and flew back to SG.
That's all for my Malaysia trip.
Even thou I cannot see U-kiss, it was nice to go on a short holiday before my CAs.
Wish me luck !
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Mini updates of my life^^
1. I feel like I am being picked on by my class advisor (or form teacher). Even if I am NOT talking he asks me to shut up. Not literally but he means it in a way. It isn't really a problem for me because I have always been "aimed" by teachers. But i have HRA (Human resource administration) Everyday!!! And it's CU is 7!! Highest in ALL modules this semester. If I screw up I will prolly sweep floors for the rest of my life. Not really but you get what I mean... He is making me so stressed out I am dropping hair so much my heart is so pain. ):
2. Mom got SamsungTAB. I can't get myself OFF Samsung items now. HELPPP ;x
Alright I still like Apple products. (in fact I am blogging with my IPhone4 now. ) But Samsung DOES have it's appeal. Hmmm....
3. Phewtick
So recently, actually it was today, Prosper introduced "Phewtick" to our lives.. Its like, scanning each other's QR Code and getting points therefore getting money. Don't even know if it is true. I doubt it as the saying goes.. 天下没有免费的午餐。 or something like that la. I don't really remember. So it is kinda a new trend in teenager now. (If you consider us as teenagers lol) .
4. There had been MAJOR changes in in my life. Because some people I love or know no longer "exists". I still talk a lot about him (i am talking about friends, not bfs) . Because he was once an irreplaceable part of my life. It no longer hurts, and my heart is no longer in pain. But whenever I think about/ accidentally talk about him I feel regret. I have never regretted anything in my life, not even sure I felt regret but just sadness... Endless sadness. Maybe one day when I find another person as important to me as I am to him/her. I won't be sad over ungrateful little bastards. LOL.
And she changed. A LOT. I don't know if she really changed or I had changed to tolerate less of her bullshit now. I guess some things are just natural. People will drift apart. But I am really tired of her bitter attitude and fake smiles and laughter. I don't know what to do. And it was precisely this "I don't know" feeling that is pissing me off.
5. Korea Name
I have a korean name! WOOHOOO!! So actually I was just bored in class therefore I wrote all of U-kiss member's full names and tried to make a name out of it. I had Shin Jae Min and Shin Jae Kyoung. I actually kinda prefer Jae kyoung, coz it is the EXACT OPPOSITE of my bias, Eli (Kim Kyoung Jae) 's name. - except for the surname - but settled for Shin Jae Min. Coz it got more votes. LOL. Hahah. But it's also more feminine so I really love it too ! ^^
Shin (from Shin dong ho and Shin Soo Hyun)
Jae (from Jae Seop (AJ) and Eli (Kyoung Jae)
Min (From Hoon min.)
Names not used: Lee Ki Seop & Kevin woo sung hyun)
6. Contacts
I had finally gotten the courage to get contacts. Thank to Angellina for supplying the contacts and helping me with A LOT. Coz I am like anything as long as it is SIMPLE. So shes like choosing for me and such ;O . Thank you very much. && Karisse, for laughing at my eyes small but making my day when her eyes smaller. (Ok, eyes small but cute! ^^)
7. SIXTYNINE mini fam outing.
Loved it. Enjoyed it. Want it AGAIN. No, seriously, I have the BEST fam ever!! Will try to be more active I promise! After exams thou. Kekeke. :D
8. Malaysia trip.
Went to Malaysia to attend K-pop storm to finally meet my husband! A.k.a Eli from U-kiss. Even made a U-kiss banner and was so looking forward to it. But the idiot organizer LAST MIN CANCEL ;o. It was sad, but happy to meet sooo many KissMes in Indo, Msia, and SG. :D
9.Blogshop
I have opened a blogshop. Actually I am just shipping korean albums to Singapore because Peiyi have a supplier. I don't really consider it a "Blogshop" until Peiyi smsed me using the term. I see of it more as helping people. True, there are personal benefits like me able to ship my albums at a cheaper price along with those people's albums. But I hope to think in a way that I will be helping people too. (:
[PROMOTE]
Http://www.shinjaemin-x.blogspot.com
* I'll just add in random photos of myself so this blogpost doesn't look so plain & dull. Muahahahahahaha.
Picture 1 & 4 - Me and Irina playing w Prosper's phone.
Picture 2 - My beautiful selca.
Picture 5 - My harddick & le bff .
Picture 3 - With sis & Indo KissMe Henny! My face was super fail coz I just woke up at 6:30am, and took a group shot coz Henny was leaving for Penang >< .
2. Mom got SamsungTAB. I can't get myself OFF Samsung items now. HELPPP ;x
Alright I still like Apple products. (in fact I am blogging with my IPhone4 now. ) But Samsung DOES have it's appeal. Hmmm....
3. Phewtick
So recently, actually it was today, Prosper introduced "Phewtick" to our lives.. Its like, scanning each other's QR Code and getting points therefore getting money. Don't even know if it is true. I doubt it as the saying goes.. 天下没有免费的午餐。 or something like that la. I don't really remember. So it is kinda a new trend in teenager now. (If you consider us as teenagers lol) .
4. There had been MAJOR changes in in my life. Because some people I love or know no longer "exists". I still talk a lot about him (i am talking about friends, not bfs) . Because he was once an irreplaceable part of my life. It no longer hurts, and my heart is no longer in pain. But whenever I think about/ accidentally talk about him I feel regret. I have never regretted anything in my life, not even sure I felt regret but just sadness... Endless sadness. Maybe one day when I find another person as important to me as I am to him/her. I won't be sad over ungrateful little bastards. LOL.
And she changed. A LOT. I don't know if she really changed or I had changed to tolerate less of her bullshit now. I guess some things are just natural. People will drift apart. But I am really tired of her bitter attitude and fake smiles and laughter. I don't know what to do. And it was precisely this "I don't know" feeling that is pissing me off.
5. Korea Name
I have a korean name! WOOHOOO!! So actually I was just bored in class therefore I wrote all of U-kiss member's full names and tried to make a name out of it. I had Shin Jae Min and Shin Jae Kyoung. I actually kinda prefer Jae kyoung, coz it is the EXACT OPPOSITE of my bias, Eli (Kim Kyoung Jae) 's name. - except for the surname - but settled for Shin Jae Min. Coz it got more votes. LOL. Hahah. But it's also more feminine so I really love it too ! ^^
Shin (from Shin dong ho and Shin Soo Hyun)
Jae (from Jae Seop (AJ) and Eli (Kyoung Jae)
Min (From Hoon min.)
Names not used: Lee Ki Seop & Kevin woo sung hyun)
6. Contacts
I had finally gotten the courage to get contacts. Thank to Angellina for supplying the contacts and helping me with A LOT. Coz I am like anything as long as it is SIMPLE. So shes like choosing for me and such ;O . Thank you very much. && Karisse, for laughing at my eyes small but making my day when her eyes smaller. (Ok, eyes small but cute! ^^)
7. SIXTYNINE mini fam outing.
Loved it. Enjoyed it. Want it AGAIN. No, seriously, I have the BEST fam ever!! Will try to be more active I promise! After exams thou. Kekeke. :D
8. Malaysia trip.
Went to Malaysia to attend K-pop storm to finally meet my husband! A.k.a Eli from U-kiss. Even made a U-kiss banner and was so looking forward to it. But the idiot organizer LAST MIN CANCEL ;o. It was sad, but happy to meet sooo many KissMes in Indo, Msia, and SG. :D
9.Blogshop
I have opened a blogshop. Actually I am just shipping korean albums to Singapore because Peiyi have a supplier. I don't really consider it a "Blogshop" until Peiyi smsed me using the term. I see of it more as helping people. True, there are personal benefits like me able to ship my albums at a cheaper price along with those people's albums. But I hope to think in a way that I will be helping people too. (:
[PROMOTE]
Http://www.shinjaemin-x.blogspot.com
* I'll just add in random photos of myself so this blogpost doesn't look so plain & dull. Muahahahahahaha.
Picture 1 & 4 - Me and Irina playing w Prosper's phone.
Picture 2 - My beautiful selca.
Picture 5 - My harddick & le bff .
Picture 3 - With sis & Indo KissMe Henny! My face was super fail coz I just woke up at 6:30am, and took a group shot coz Henny was leaving for Penang >< .
Frustrations
Recently read an article about Taylor Swift's music quoted as "bullying". What bullshit is this?
I love Taylor Swift and her music. Although I understand where they are coming from, I do not think that her songs can be deemed as bullying. Her music is a reflection of her feelings. It is not necessarily a reflection of the true events or character of the people she is referring to.
For instance, at the time she wrote "Forever and Always" she probably felt hurt and abandoned and the song reflects that. However, it doesn't really say anything about the guy who made her feel this way. Yes, it shows him in a negative light, but it isn't a truth, it's a feeling.
Anyway I always find myself (kinda) rational. I don't really flare up for no reason at all, and even if I do, my temper disappears as quickly as it builds up.
Sometimes, I just sound pissed off but actually I am just laughing silently to myself.
I don't know me at all, and I wonder why I do somethings sometimes...
I have mentioned it umpteenth of times, I am not sorry for anything I have done, but I am sorry if my actions or words hurt you.
I am not someone who speaks after using my brain, and I certainly do not give a fuck about your opinions.
I am sadly,very quite self-absorbed, and I can't stop talking about myself. (I know, right)
Most of my friends either couldn't be bothered about my affairs, or they are willing listeners.
I most certainly cannot be bothered about others businesses.
So when I bother to ask you what's wrong, I genuinely care.
Unlike other people who just want to know your story so they can gossip about you, I don't ask if I really cannot be bothered. So don't take me for granted when I volunteer to listen to your shit.
On the other hand,don't bother asking me about my problems, because if I want to, I will tell you.
And if you just those fucking gossipers, don't bother asking then get fuming mad when I refuse to confide in you. Shed some skin and Fuck off.
I love Taylor Swift and her music. Although I understand where they are coming from, I do not think that her songs can be deemed as bullying. Her music is a reflection of her feelings. It is not necessarily a reflection of the true events or character of the people she is referring to.
For instance, at the time she wrote "Forever and Always" she probably felt hurt and abandoned and the song reflects that. However, it doesn't really say anything about the guy who made her feel this way. Yes, it shows him in a negative light, but it isn't a truth, it's a feeling.
At that moment, she felt a certain way about him, whether or not he had done anything to truly make her feel this way. Emotions are complex and personal things and Taylor Swift is an artist.
She chooses to write songs about her emotions in the moments they occur, both good and bad. She does not spread who these songs are about to everyone, we as the public search for this information.
Just because we choose to know who she is discussing, doesn't mean that she shouldn't be allowed to write about it.
--Anyway I always find myself (kinda) rational. I don't really flare up for no reason at all, and even if I do, my temper disappears as quickly as it builds up.
Sometimes, I just sound pissed off but actually I am just laughing silently to myself.
I don't know me at all, and I wonder why I do somethings sometimes...
I have mentioned it umpteenth of times, I am not sorry for anything I have done, but I am sorry if my actions or words hurt you.
I am not someone who speaks after using my brain, and I certainly do not give a fuck about your opinions.
I am sadly,
Most of my friends either couldn't be bothered about my affairs, or they are willing listeners.
I most certainly cannot be bothered about others businesses.
So when I bother to ask you what's wrong, I genuinely care.
Unlike other people who just want to know your story so they can gossip about you, I don't ask if I really cannot be bothered. So don't take me for granted when I volunteer to listen to your shit.
On the other hand,don't bother asking me about my problems, because if I want to, I will tell you.
And if you just those fucking gossipers, don't bother asking then get fuming mad when I refuse to confide in you. Shed some skin and Fuck off.