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I'm a girl who still hasn't figured out what she wants to do with her life.

My birthday falls on the 18th Of April every single year since 1993. You do the maths.

✓ Lose weight
✓ Start sleeping early
✓ Finish my studies well
✓ Get a rich boyfriend
✓ Figure out what I want to do with my life


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Frustrations
Thursday, November 1, 2012,
Recently read an article about Taylor Swift's music quoted as "bullying". What bullshit is this?

I love Taylor Swift and her music. Although I understand where they are coming from, I do not think that her songs can be deemed as bullying. Her music is a reflection of her feelings. It is not necessarily a reflection of the true events or character of the people she is referring to.

For instance, at the time she wrote "Forever and Always" she probably felt hurt and abandoned and the song reflects that. However, it doesn't really say anything about the guy who made her feel this way. Yes, it shows him in a negative light, but it isn't a truth, it's a feeling.
At that moment, she felt a certain way about him, whether or not he had done anything to truly make her feel this way. Emotions are complex and personal things and Taylor Swift is an artist. 
She chooses to write songs about her emotions in the moments they occur, both good and bad. She does not spread who these songs are about to everyone, we as the public search for this information. 
Just because we choose to know who she is discussing, doesn't mean that she shouldn't be allowed to write about it.

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Anyway I always find myself (kinda) rational. I don't really flare up for no reason at all, and even if I do, my temper disappears as quickly as it builds up. 
Sometimes, I just sound pissed off but actually I am just laughing silently to myself.
I don't know me at all, and I wonder why I do somethings sometimes...

I have mentioned it umpteenth of times, I am not sorry for anything I have done, but I am sorry if my actions or words hurt you.
I am not someone who speaks after using my brain, and I certainly do not give a fuck about your opinions.
I am sadly, very quite self-absorbed, and I can't stop talking about myself. (I know, right)
Most of my friends either couldn't be bothered about my affairs, or they are willing listeners.
I most certainly cannot be bothered about others businesses.

So when I bother to ask you what's wrong, I genuinely care. 
Unlike other people who just want to know your story so they can gossip about you, I don't ask if I really cannot be bothered. So don't take me for granted when I volunteer to listen to your shit.
On the other hand,don't bother asking me about my problems, because if I want to, I will tell you.
And if you just those fucking gossipers, don't bother asking then get fuming mad when I refuse to confide in you. Shed some skin and Fuck off.
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