I'm
heavily relying on painkillers. Every time I try not to eat painkillers
and drink / eat something my throat gets super painful. it's so painful
that whenever I try to swallow my saliva, it actually stops before it go
down the throat, and I have to take another slow deliberate swallow
which always comes with great pain. I sat awake last night at 4am
clutching the last packet of painkillers having a slight panic attack.
Wonder if I can buy more of these stuff and wonder if I had taken too
much painkillers for the day...