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I'm a girl who still hasn't figured out what she wants to do with her life.

My birthday falls on the 18th Of April every single year since 1993. You do the maths.

✓ Lose weight
✓ Start sleeping early
✓ Finish my studies well
✓ Get a rich boyfriend
✓ Figure out what I want to do with my life


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Nightmares?
Thursday, April 28, 2016,
So I dreamt that I “murdered” someone, someone whom I do not recognise - a total stranger - I was dreaming I was going out with my ITE fren which I havent spoken to or communicated with ever since I quit school 3 years ago.

So we were in my old house, and we were hurrying to leave the flat. While waiting for the lift we saw my current boss and i dn know why but it seems like we were hurrying away from him. We reached the third floor where a woman came in and started hitting on us. We wanted to leave at the third floor right then and there, but she kept following us and being super persistent. In the ensuing struggle, my friend fell off from the third story, and I killed the woman with my own bare hands, i dont remember how but its like just hitting her with my fists.

I went to the first floor to find lots of people looking at the place my friend would have fallen on but shes nowhere to be seen. Then she appears behind me and I was telling her what to say if ever there was an investigation and she assured me that things will be alright. And then, I woke up…. Disturbing dream..

I googled what it means (some points highlighted at what i might be currently facing now) 
1. HATE - do you hate someone??
2. REVENGE Is someone out for revenge?
 3. STRONG FEELINGS Killing is associated with strong feelings and if you have been thinking about something which you find completely unacceptable then your killing dream maybe linked to that.
 4. END A RELATIONSHIP Dreams use strong metaphors. Have you just “killed off” a relationship.
 5. RESIST Are you intent on resisting something? Your strong will to resist may be spilling over into a dream.
 6. PROTECTING SOMEONE Have you been worried about someone who needs protecting? Your dream may show how worried you are.
 7. RISKY BEHAVIOUR Where you in a risky situation yesterday? Your dream may be a warning to keep things more under control.
 8. ACT RUTHLESSLY Killing is the ultimate example of ruthless behaviour. A killing dream may simply represent this need to be ruthless.
 9. OVERCOME OPPOSITION 
 10. UNCARING A killing dream may be your minds way of saying you have been uncaring recently. The dream may be drawing attention to your ruthless and cold hearted nature right now.
 11. INTENSE ARGUMENT People who kill may be doing so as a result of intense arguments. Your killing dream may hint at the level of intensity of an argument.
 12. PRESSURED
 13. OVERCOME PROBLEMS Killing dreams hint at intense situations. If you have been trying to overcome serious problems then the intensity of your dream may hint at how you are having to push yourself to the limits.
 14. BREAKING FREE Are you wanting to break free of someone or some situation? If so then the killing hints at how difficult this is proving. The dream doesn’t mean you will kill someone it just means that the situation is intense and difficult (as difficult as a situation where you might kill or be killed).
 15. INSECURITIES 
 16. CONFRONTATION Killing links to confrontation.

A dream often uses extreme metaphors. A killing dream maybe your minds way of saying how confrontational you or others have been.

There are a few points that do matches my feeling as I just recently resigned and took a step into the unknown. I am not happy with my current boss but I dont dislike him .. Im probably feeling insecure about my own future and felt that I’m killing off my future?? Im not sure… All I know is i must try to get some shut eye before work.
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