2 friends of mine that I have known for years are getting married and I am the last to know.

I just feel so empty and alone sometimes. But then I just fuck it and get on with life... But how can I not be affected by this?

I mean, the guy did mention that he is proposing soon. But I thought they would at least inform me of the good news even though I wasn't a part of the group that helped with the proposal.

Also I got the news on facebook which I am not even active in.

I don't know, maybe I wasn't as important as I am to people and sometimes when I realised that it kinda hurts... x.x

-- Oh well..