I have a confession. I bought KOI again. This time its Black Tea Macchiato 100% Sugar level.
Personally, I think its a great accomplishment since I used to drink 120% sugar!!   (I shall spare you guys by not praising myself since it is hardly a compliment.

I don't know. I want to slim down but I am just so- I just lack self-discipline. What should I do? How do someone freaking improve on their self-discipline? Hmm?

Also I skipped gym today. Again. That's 3-weeks in a row. I lost 6KG before and now I am slacking off. Yes , I was 97KG now I am 91KG.

I keep telling myself, I will go back again, I will go back again. But there's no hope of me going back at all. That's $88 going down the drain every month and the gym instructor will be damn upset at me.

I don't know if he actually will be upset because when I was there he is always glad to see me . As in glad that a fat unhealthy person is finally trying to shape up.

Also even if I went, I will be damn paiseh (embarrassed) because its a small gym within a small neighborhood so like, everyone who goes there knows that I have not been there so the longer I drag this on, the more I will be reluctant to go.

Excuses Excuses.

I should really go shouldn't I? I'll try. No promise though. 

It's 0000hrs and I should go to sleep because I also kept promising myself I will go to sleep early so I would be able to wake up in the morning to take the MRT to work instead of cabbing down to office at $22 every morning!! No wonder I'm so broke !!

Good night people.