Happy new year. 恭喜发财!

Chinese New Year had rolled on and passed by. But thats not the reason why I am here.

I am here for one thing- ranting. 

Because I hide behind anonymity and my words here have no backlash.

Isn't it weird? People tend to speak their mind when they know they have no consequences.
In my case, I just learnt from a young age that if I have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all. 

I don't think I am a good person who will do good things, and speak good words. But I try. 
I try and I vent over here.

I guess, it is a consolation that I can vent here or I might go crazy

Anyway, the sales in my company is weird. They are scared that I will take their sales so they don't teach me anything but when they went back homes to enjoy their holiday, I am stuck here with their shit.

I don't mind. Don't get me wrong.

Company grows, we grow.

I mean, of course I wish I had more sales and I am working on it everyday, but... I cannot force agents to buy my products , I can only keep pushing out packages to them hoping they will like my rates.

Anyway, I digress.

They don't want to teach me shit for fear that I will take their sales, fine by me. But then, when they are overseas and need me to help, they ask me why I don't know.

walau wei, don't like that leh... You don't want teach me one, now say until I don't want to learn??

Damn angry you know?

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Will be saving $$ for braces + going to gym tonight.
Healthier me so I can have healthier mind and body.

一直想不好的东西，人会变丑的。